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This post contains spoilers from season 4 of Netflix’sLove Is Blind.
“She is my sister, she’s my best friend. I think everything that she did came strictly from love,” she explains. “And she did not want me to get hurt. She’s been there through every single heartbreak that I’ve had, and she was just not going to let it happen again.”
“If she didn’t think Paul was the right person, she was going to say something,” she adds. “But I did have to take everything that she said, of course, with a grain of salt because she didn’t know our whole story.”
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She added: “I’m serious about it though. Don’t say that kind of stuff to me. I’ll get pissed.”
Micah on her wedding day with her bridesmaids.Scott Green/Netflix © 2023

She continued, “I think you deserve better. You’re meant to have the best wedding of your life. You’re meant to have all this, and this isn’t it.”
Paul and Micah.Courtesy of Netflix

Ultimately,Paul decided not to marry Micah, telling her, “I love you, but I don’t think that we can choose each other right now.”
Speaking to PEOPLE after the wedding day, Micah said she wasintentional about allowing Paul to answer first.
“I think as a viewer, it might seem like I was afraid of saying yes and him saying no. It was actually quite the opposite,” she said. “I felt like if I said yes, he might feel like he had to and like he was backed in a corner. And I wanted him to answer for him.”
She continues, “I wanted him to say yes or say no because it’s what he felt was right in his heart. And I think the only way to do that, knowing him so well, was for him to go ahead and answer first.”
Micah added: “A huge fear of mine was that I was going to say yes and he would say yes just because he felt like he had to. Or he didn’t want to embarrass me, or ‘Okay, well, maybe if she thinks so, maybe I do too.’ But the reality is is you have to know and you have to know in your heart to make that commitment to someone. And he did know and it was to say no.”
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Love Is Blindseason 4 is now streaming in full on Netflix, and the live reunion special airs Sunday, April 16 from Los Angeles at 8 p.m. ET / 5 p.m. PT.
source: people.com